User blog comment:Little-Red/Nature Of The Beast/@comment-1705775-20110418182949

I have left a message on Amnestyyy's V.K. page concerning what happened - as well as explaining something. However I admit that I did something stupid, those who know me figure out that I have some problems.. what I need to do is do what Secret says below: take time to actually step away from the computer before I go on rants or related problems.. sadly I don't always know when to do that. Death made a point when he said we can get to attached to certain ideas, it's not really healthy for anyone.. it also makes some of us look really bad (like kids fighting, when by in large we aren't kids - at least in maturity: we have a fairly strong community.. would be sad to lose it to really petty things). I really don't know what I can say here that I didn't cover on the V.W. in the talkpage other than say that what happened was a very bad case of letting multiple factors build up into an explosive event.. Amnestyyy wasn't even really a target - like a blind bull I let my own problems control me, which really isn't an excuse but it's pretty much the truth. I guess I can act a little *too* like my characters at times, this is something I shall deal with myself (as it should be). ..uhm, really nothing more I can say.. I'll keep RPing as it's unfair to basically screw over this project (and friends) more than I already have - I'll try and keep up with V.W. as well but perhaps we could do with some new admins to "spread out" the power if you will.. providing we can trust them (but I believe that discussion has already been taken on board on Secret's talkpage on V.W. anyway).