Darkest Twilight

I love pain..

I love screaming..

I love breaking bones and weeping orphans..

most of all, I love chaos..

Yet I would give it all up in an instant if I could be with my brother again.. he understood me.. he loved me.. because he was the one who really knew how to hurt me..

Yes, Inferno Pendragon was a monster.. he hunted me down.. tried to kill me.. he hurt me.. sure, it was Red that stabbed me.. it was Arbiter who struck at me.. even that silly sorceress from Silvast had a poke at me.. but it was always Inferno who brought them together, always Inferno who knew how to make me bleed..

Heh, I love it..

Bleeding..

It's such an intimate thing, you know.. to bleed.. it really is sharing a part of yourself with someone.. to bleed for someone is to show true love.. I bled for Inferno... he bled for me.. maybe the others bled too but really I don't remember.. they were meaningless.. it was our blood that mattered in the end.. the blood of the Pendragons..

I remember how I used to watch over Inferno as a child, how I longed to play with him like a big sister should - yet mother always kept him far from me.. she was a real manipulative witch.. always showing such devotion to him yet also allowing that brute Equinox to lord over everyone..

I kind of admire that..

to show such kindness, yet such contempt..

Yes, mother was a special sort - even amongst the dragons..

As for me? well, I don't really go for mother's way of raising kids - after all, I never really wanted to have Kane, he was a mistake.. so I treat him as such.. he's really just another toy to break and stitch together when I get bored..

Though I do admit I enjoy being the "Mama"..

I love being there when Kane needs me, calling for me, begging me to help..

I love the look on his face, it's like he desperately wants to be loved.. to be wanted..

Now THAT's  comedy.. hehe..

As for my daughter-in-lawlessness.. well.. let's just say I LOVE Nova.. she's such a weak, spineless little whelp..

She thinks she's so mean, so cruel and feared.. yet she can't even save herself.. I love people who try and act bad but are hurting inside.. their pain makes it all so funny if it wasn't so sad..

Ah, I'll laugh anyway..

The two little mistakes seem happy enough with each other, I suppose, even got a "gift" from the Watchers.. my grandson, Anomaly.. have to admit that Anomaly is a cute little thing.. I can't wait to break him down into mush and eat him up.. literally..

Anyway.. it's true what they say.. it is a dark, scary Multiverse out there and you know what?

I love it.